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Before I start,Sorry to people who I lied...

I have been liking this guy for 16 months. I noticed him one day when one of the sec 1 (last year, but not me) taken his things by mistake and he came running, saying : that's mine... don't take it away. Later on, after last year sec 4 stepped down, he became our IC till he stepped down this year.

What attracted me most of him, is his temper...He has a SUPER good temper! Until now he has only scolded us once..In fact not a scolding.. was just kind of like telling us what went wrong...cos of that, we got him into trouble and he needed to write a report to the Sirs... He has never pump us before..unlike the current IC, every training sure got pumping to do... In all NPCC training, I only talked to him twice... the 1st time was before March holiday and the other time was the last training that he had with us... After that, I only talked to him in NPCC's annual camp...

This year greatest impression that I had of him was, when I was getting ready to run for the 100m race during the Sports Day, he was just standing at the 1st row of seats, the seat nearest to the starting point of the race... I was already very nervous about race, by seeing things got worsen...So I really wanted the race end quickly..and ya.. I ran as fast as I could..

During this 16 months, he got into 2 relationships. He got deeply hurt by the 2nd... and he was then "frightened" of relationship...

One of the girls in Netball actually liked him too.. and we initially got very close but later because of some reasons we were back to friends like before... no longer close friends..and we are close friends again..haha.. I have tried to forget and give up him cos I know what is the result of us..but I just can't..haiz.. I tried all sorts of methods to forget him..I even tried to like another guy... but I know that my heart is still with him...

On 16th Sep, he has officially step down from NPCC and on 14th Oct was his last day in HGSS... Now he has completed his O'level.. I wonder when can I see him again or am I not going to see him forvever?

I have not seen him for about 3 weeks...I can't stop thinking of him... I am missing him so much that I am going crazy... Sometimes I even dream of him...I have not told him anything but I hope that he will get a chance to see this blog...

To this guy in NPCC: I am waiting for you